lololololololololol owwwwww. my hand has been killing meeee. i'm leaving school at one o' clock today to go to the doctor. i hope it's not too serious. they are probably going to take some blood tests, though. *cries* yesterday, i was nearly crying while i was doing my homework. it hurt that bad. and don't you dare call me a baby or anything like that. anyways, i will explain in as much detail what happened and what think, but don't hope, is going on.
well, last Sunday afternoon, my hand started hurting really, really bad. it never really stopped. so i put on an ace bandage (like a piece of stretchy-ish cloth that you wrap around your hand, foot, ankle, arm, etc. when it hurts.). that didn't help. neither did Tylenol or ice. on Monday, the school guidance counselor asked me what happened to my hand. (this is the funniest part of it all). i told her, "last night, my hand got bored and it decided that it didn't like me anymore. so it committed suicide, it shot it's self dead, and now it's ghost is haunting me and shooting me in the hand every once-in-a-while." and guess what she told me?! she said, "Andrea, you can't talk like that. if you tell people that, they might take you seriously and send you down to guidance and we'll have to have the same talk we did last time." hahahahah!!!!!! "oh, your hand committed suicide? well, i am going to send your hand down to guidance so we can get it some personal help, why don't we." ha fucking haaaa. what i think is going on, but i hope it isn't, is that i might have ALL. ALL is acute lymphoblastic leukemia. it effects the bone marrow. symptoms are as follows:
- Generalised weakness and fatigue, check
- Anemia, check(or so my dad says)
- Frequent or unexplained fever and infections, check, for fever, anyways
- Weight loss and/or loss of appetite, check, sometimes (it doesn't take a whole lot to fill me up, just a small salad or half a bowl of cereal)
- Excessive bruising or bleeding from wounds, nosebleeds, petechiae (red pinpoints on the skin), ehh... i don't really know... i think so, as i have a pretty bad bruise on my elbow, and i don't know where it came from.
- Bone pain, joint pains, check, check, damn fucking CHECK
- Breathlessness, check, but i also have asthma
- Enlarged lymph nodes, liver and/or spleen, what the hell?!
well, i hope i'm still okay.
if not, i'll tell all you freaks...
okay, i don't know what else to do, so i'll make another picture.. which reminds me, i made a new one...
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