=D

i made out with my best friend.. the up-side? well, my first, for one. and he... i don't know. he's awesome (don't take that in a sick way) and.. okay, you have to have heard every conversation we've ever had, but he's pretty sure he likes me, anyways. same with me... but i'm pretty sure i like him, too. that's my post for the... month?

Sound Effects and Overdramatics

this song is by The Used... you tell me if it sounds like gay sex or not (though who really cares)

when the shirt came off, it was all in time
when a m-m-m-minute turned into a mile
and i broke that grin, and i cut it out
and you got all turned on by the taste of your sin
when i mentioned blue, all you thought was colour
when you mentioned drugs, all i thought was sober
when your pants came off and i turned you over
when you mentioned blue...

kill
smile
cut it out for me this time
smile, haven't seen him smile in a while

keep the mask aligned
get it up in time
there's a space between valleys, and try to catch a vibe
make a circle square, a rectangle curve
use a smile as a noun and i think like a verb

really quick, switch sides
spill the filled up canister
and the room is shaking
now you're changing places
and i switched my pace
and my breathing races when you mention blue...

kill
smile
cut it out for me this time
smile, haven't seen him smile in a while

kill
smile
cut it out for me this time
smile, haven't seen him smile in a while


kill
smile
cut it out for me, cut it, cut it out
smile
kill
cut it out for me, cut it, cut it out


we cut it out


kill
smile
cut it out for me this time
smile, haven't seen him smile in a while

kill
smile
cut it out for me this time
smile, haven't seen him smile in a while


get down and stay awake

smile..

ooookayyyy so like i haven't posted in forever. =D Elias signed my year book and he put heartagrams on both sides of is name ='] i'm so hapy i'm crying... i should buy waterproof eyeliner =/ lol oh well. not much has happened. i went to Provincetown over memorial day weekend. .... yeah that's pretty much it =] see yaaazz (maybe)

Your Call, by Secondhand Serenade

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QgxCvolxdl0&mode=related&search=

if my stupid poem
could fix this home
i'd read it every day

stay together for the kids
blink 182

hand in mine into your icy blues
and then i say to you, "we could take to the highway
with this trunk of ammunition, too"
a liquor store or two keeps the gastank full
and i feel like there's nothing left to do
but prove my love to you
and we keep it going...

We're Gonna Have Us A Champagne Jam

Something she left in me remains imperfect,
My heart, proceeded to it's banishment
The blame may hang upon your chest
I know, all hearts dance with comforts
And the wounds I bear will not live in vain
I know hearts dance comforts

I stumbled when I saw your intention
I screamed, "from my eyes flow compassion for you"
Hoping words could,
Hoping words could move you.

That this place is an enemy, full of harsh words and hearsay
And if this city were to go down in flames would you think to blow it out?

With such a weak breath or run about the streets
Run about the streets, crying confusion

I stumbled when I saw your intention
I screamed, "from my eyes flow compassion for you"
Hoping words could,
Hoping words could move you.

This place is an enemy, full of harsh words and hearsay
And if this city were to go down in flames would you think to blow it out?

Hoping words could,
Hoping words could move you.
I'd hope that words could move you.

I stumbled when I saw your intention
I screamed, "from my eyes flow compassion for you"

kk, news update.
he's painted his nails black.
he was listening to MCR in homeroom.
he smiled and waved to me.
he's going emo; this is pure evidence.
and clearly for me.
the other day, i passed him in the hall, me coming from gym, him going to gym.
he was staring at me the whole time.
he couldn't stop when i was out of perfect sight, so he turned around and kept on staring.
this is getting strange.
he supposedly has a girlfriend.
so why the hell is he acting like this?
and why is he to pussy to do anything?
and... i'm all out.
see yazz.

HE SMILED BIG AND HE FUCKING WAVED

too bad for him, though...
Joshhhhhh

=D

yeah, sorry i haven't posted in a bit. i've been... idk, maybe my battery's been dead. either way, i'm on now, so, yeah.... and i gotta go... HE WAVEDDDDDD!! YESHH

tee hee

yeshhh i am so happy. i get to go visit Scotty and the school i'm switching to TOMORROWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! heh, sorry. i wish i could switch today, or, even better, last week... or month... or year... anyways. i'm happy. not gonna get into why just yet. but i can't die because then i have no chance of getting to kiss him... "never ever."

Love You To Death

Oh, oh, oh, oh
Open your eyes,
We're here
Are you okay?
I'd give all I have just to get you to stay
For so many years, in my dreams, things were changing,
But always, you facw was the same

Love you to death
Love you to death
Baby, I love you to death
Love you

Oh, oh, oh
When you opened up,
What you said,
It was so sad
That no one would notice if you ran away
Then, you mascara, it ran
Don't you vanish
Tonight, I'm alive just to say:

Love you to death
Love you to death
Baby, I love you to death
Love you

Oh, oh
And they say
That we're all living in a movie world
So they say,
But does the hero get the girl in the end?

Love you to death
(Does the hero get the girl?)
Love you to death
(Does the hero get the girl?)
Baby, I love you to death
(Does the hero get the girl?)
Love you
(Does the hero get the girl)

In the end?

Kill Hannah

Love You to Death
Until There's Nothing Left Of Us




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yesh

okay, i'm all better. i finished the reading comprehension in 25 mnutes with 35 to spare. so to waste time, i ripped my shirt sleeves and wrote on my hand with a black Sharpie mini. yes, so many details.

blehh

i've been freaking myself out today and yesterday. yesterday, i finished my test after my teacher said that there were 10 minutes left. today, i finished about 6 seconds before she said to stop. i'm getting dumber. at least on Monday i finished the math thing early... an at least last week, when we were doing some editing and revising shit or whatever, i always had to check over my answers for 15 or 20 minutes. so i'm not as stupid as you think. i'm actually pretty smart. anyways,... oh, Bradley got Lip Gloss and Black wrong the other day, and he wrote it on his hat in black Sharpie. lol, he thought it was, "live, love, learn, die." any true Atreyu fan who can understand the screams and rants of heavy metal would know that they say burn, not learn. they do sound similar, though, so i can't blame him. he also brought in his yellow shorts and made me draw on them yesterday. then he threw them on me today. and kept throwing them on me... ewww i was like, "i don't want your pants!!!" and after a few minutes he finally got that i don't want his pants. haha. yeah, i swear he likes me. even though he used to hate me. and i think that he's using Theresa or some shit to make me jealous or something. of course, it's perfectly logical that he doesn't. he's kewl and all, as a friend (he's actually one of my now 9 best friends), but i really don't want to go out with him.. haha, maybe i'll go out with Elias!!! if he ever gets the nerve to ask me out. ahhh he's fucking slow. so, yeah, Bradley is seriously acting like he likes meeeeee noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Continental

... a mess like this stuck on your hands with krazy glue
ran outta time
no kiss goodbye
wish i could learn to let this sleeping dog die
without lying to myself

you had nine lives and one by one you chewed 'em off
your final coffin nail's been driven far too much
this won't take long, you said, we're not going far
go wait in the car
go wait in the car


-great song, Continental, by the even greater band, Alkaline Trio

haha. i finished the test 14 minutes early, so i had to check my answers for the whole rest of the time. mostly i was just erasing answers and re-writing them. and when i got majorly bored with that, i kept colouring in the big circle that we had to shade in 5/6 of... it was divided into twelves. wow. how stupid do they think we are? i don't get these things. at all. if your school does worse, you get less money. if you do better, you school gets more. shouldn't the worse school get more money so that they can pay better teachers to teach the kids what they need to know? i am seriously about to find out the government's e-mail and tell them how illogical their thinking can turn out. i wonder if that makes sense... wtf.

in other news, i got a camera, and i got a few pictures of Sadie. she's 9 days old now. and so awewosmeeee!!!! no, i'm not going to post her picture.. but maybe my guitar and signed ticket. well, bye byezz

hey again

yeah, hey, sorry i haven't been on. i've had so many tests, and they will continue until the end of next week. i talked to Scotty on the phone last night, and he had been crying like shit. heh, Beanie broke up with him. fuck. but he's still edge. good boy. he's a great kid. i hope this doesn't mess him up too bad...

Believe

if you've never heard Believe by Disturbed, you need to find it and listen to it.

by the way, i've got a new baby cousin. Sadie. i wonder if the first song she hears will be Sadie by Alkaline Trio... i hope so.

http://www.peta2.com/takecharge/t-postyourphotos.asp

happy cutest vegetarian/vegan contest... THE VEGANS WILL WIN

well, this elxplains it pretty well

if you can't read it, try clicking on it.